wow, the tag Sad Laura is Sad is more popular than I thought 

I always thought that the only thing that could end a relationship was either one of the individuals involved messing up. And I wish this was true. I never thought the circumstances or timing would play a role in it. It is the most frustrating thing I’ve ever experienced and it makes me think of all the time I wasted worrying about stupid things that don’t even matter anymore. Being mad for him going out with his friends instead of me just understand and not create conflicts. I wish I had more control over this. I wish I was more attentive to the whole situation and saw it coming. ugh, I feel so stupid and naive. I just wish things don’t change in the future and we can come back to this moment and how we feel about each other. I hope neither of us forgets about how much we care and love each other and can just resume being together after all the decisions have been made. Fuck.